Did I put my yoke to the children ignoring their mind? That's why I meditated on it. Of course, our position and stance are much different, I have worked for the faculty 3 years like a slave for nothing. Yeah, This was not from my shortness. Just there was no one substituting me. I had felt so tired of working for the faculty. I was so hard. Some others took money and honor easily, just for they enrolled the college earlier than me. Through experience insulted by them, I was really disappointed at this nation's Confucianism and it helped me to make decision for me to leave this country.
To the children, can it be honor that I had felt as yoke choking my neck? I'm so sorry, I can't change the system like this. Is it all I can do expect being silent? Haha.. But I really don't want to go back to pain of yoke.
Please, God help us.
